THIS IS FOR YOU DREA!!

Damn Hormones

So today im feeling a little emotional.....All my short lived life i have searched for someone of the opposite sex to love me for me and who feels lucky that i chose to be with him......lets just say i found that.......... 

I CANT DO ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!

OMG being pregnant is so stressful you cant do anything. It seems like im always doing something wrong....Like i just found out i cant drink SWEET TEA like anybody who knows me knows i live for that ish...The doctor says i cant have it because its to much caffeine in it and it might effect the babys growth...Like WTF?!?!?!?! I wish i knew that BEFORE I  drank like 5 cups a day(being pregnant makes you thirsty lol)..Now im worried..............I HATE THE DOCTOR!

WHITE KIDS DONT HAVE BLACK DOLLS?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?

I love Christmas but thank GOD its over..To tell the truth it didnt really feel like christmas this year maybe because i missed my fam and friends......Anyways the holiday had me thinking im having a little GIRL and not only does that make me think of  pink feather boas (idk why) but it also makes me think what color dolls will i buy her.....Yes i said color i feel as though when having a child you have to pay attention to the smallest details because they can determine her personality or way of thought...just my opinion....so when i was growing up i had BLACK and WHITE dolls but my cousin only had black dolls.Her mom felt that since she was not WHITE she had no need for those "colored" dolls..In my opinion i think that may make your child a little more closed minded but my friend said that WHITE KIDS dont have BLACK DOLLS.....and honestly i dont know if they do or not..........But any way i have decided that not only will my child own BLACK and WHITE dolls but she will also own SPANISH and ASAIN dolls as well.........