Law and Order

I just finished watching one of my favorite tv shows Law and Order. In this episode this woman brands and sodomizes three men. During the investigation they find out that these men raped her 14 years ago and she became pregnant. to make a long story short she regreted giving her daughter up for adoption. The episode really got to me because i just cant help at the beginning of my pregnancy i wasnt to thrilled.I wanted to have an abortion or give her up for adoption. I know sad but when you think and feel like your not ready these thoughts cross your mind...But some how GOD did everything in his power to make me not be able to get an abortion....its so weird i have never had money issues but i couldnt afford to get one and neither could my bf and me being me i refused to ask fam or friends for money...then i thought about adoption and i couldnt bare to have someone else having MY child it would hurt to much...So i kept it...and now at 5 months pregnant as i feel her move i think how could i ever feel this way about her...DAMN LAW AND ORDER! that ish always gets me lol

Now all i can think about is how will she look

Its a MARLEY!!!!!!

Im having a GIRL!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY for me!... I dont have to name it WILLE KERMIT TURRENTINE  the fourth lol.And boys stink anyway(everybody knows that! ).So since im having a girl I shall name her MINI ME lol jk Her name will be MARLEY MADISON TURRENTINE (thanks my)..I think i would be so depressed if i were having a boy because their so boring and they have the worst clothes selection......here is a pic of my ultra sound..It might be a little hard to see(she looks like an alien lol).

And here is a pic of me!

1a.m!!!!!

Like WTF?1?!?!? PEOPLE! ....So my job schedules me to get off at 1am today.Yes they love me (sarcasm)!....But im wondering do they realize im pregnant ... So I have decided that after the month of January I am no longer working. That might sound crazy to you but have you tried standing all day with 40 pounds of extra weight(yes i said 40)? I didnt think so!....