Law and Order

I just finished watching one of my favorite tv shows Law and Order. In this episode this woman brands and sodomizes three men. During the investigation they find out that these men raped her 14 years ago and she became pregnant. to make a long story short she regreted giving her daughter up for adoption. The episode really got to me because i just cant help at the beginning of my pregnancy i wasnt to thrilled.I wanted to have an abortion or give her up for adoption. I know sad but when you think and feel like your not ready these thoughts cross your mind...But some how GOD did everything in his power to make me not be able to get an abortion....its so weird i have never had money issues but i couldnt afford to get one and neither could my bf and me being me i refused to ask fam or friends for money...then i thought about adoption and i couldnt bare to have someone else having MY child it would hurt to much...So i kept it...and now at 5 months pregnant as i feel her move i think how could i ever feel this way about her...DAMN LAW AND ORDER! that ish always gets me lol

Now all i can think about is how will she look